Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh....someone just told me and now i realise it. Why in the freak are these ppl trying to find faults w9ith me? What have I done to them? I mean ive given them tolerance, kindness,help, and my homework if they ever wants it. I mean havent they got anything better to do? Siao ting tong ppl.Psychopaths.Freaks.

Jeezzzz...I dont think they derserve my kindness.Not my tolerance. They dont even deserve my attention in the first place.I want to just shout out their names but that wouldent be nice wouldent it?But seriously it nugs me ALOT but most of me just doesnt ----ing care. Do whadever they want. GO ahead im not stopping them. BUT nevermind, im a nice person, so Ill just keep evrything bottled up inside.If I blow my top, dont blame me. BUt i do realise what mais says.This is all a test from Allah. Ill try keep strong for HIM.
I mean thats like the only way.

Well,im now stuffing my face with a bar of sweets to supress hunger and stress. My solution to stress is sweets! ANyways, I do have a knack for them. Now im liek trying to change, coming home and dooing my work straight away. NO more lagging. Ive told myself. Evrybodys has been telling me. Ive been trying since this week.Mostly, ive sat in my bros room, doing maths over and over. Im really trying my best. DTs, meetings,duties..its just so tiring.Been practicing in the maths assessment book that teacher asked us to buy.

Went to POPULAR with mai just now. Took long enough for both of us to decide whad to buy.hehehs. but now i got my stuff and im happy.hAISH