ITS A SATURDAY TODAY.Cleaned the fridge which was at first sight smelly and super disgusting cuz there were like mosses and fungus and ants and even some black thins wriggling looking like worms. DOUBLE SUPER EWW!Whaddya expect? Its been like months since that fridge was cleaned la. But now of course its all white and clean, thanks to me. And then cooked. BUt plain stuff. Asam pedas and fried veggies which was a lil too salty.hehe.
Im superbly bored.
N now I yawn more.
does tht signify anything?
Probably more tired? BUt not possible, cuz I havent started school yet.
Soon.But not just yet.
Ill be entering as a Sec 5 student later.
Im re-taking my Os again cuz I believe what I had gotten is not what I can achieve.
Even for my languages and everything, I got a disappointing grade for English..
B4! I know it wasnt my potential.
When I held my results in my hand, I wanted so much to cry. Firstly cuz I didnt get into poly, second is because I got ITE letter and not poly. Hence, my results.
Yea, the arrangement might be funny but I guess that is wad I felt. For a sec, I felt tht the results were strange and that maybe they mixed up mine with some one else's but its not. Its REALITY.
I guess that this year will be a second chance for me to try again. I really want to do better.i REALLY DO.
At first I was kind of half-hearted, thinking well ITE isnt a bad place and I didnt mind. But then, after advice from dinah, I remembered that I shouldent just pasrah and just move on.
Im given a second try here. So why nt go all out?
Susah first then senang later right? Well, I guess its very much proven.
Im really thankful I have such friends espically DINAH. She gave me such an advice that I went like ya, why didnt I think of that?
Anyhoos, failure are the pillars of success aint it?
I read somewhere that if Allah tak makbulkan your doa, means he has something better in store for you. N I believe that. I have faith.
Maths new syllabus this year. I REALLY HAVE TO GET XINYI TO TUTOR ME! LOLS.
Anyhoos, I want to congratulate my friends who qualified for poly. You guys studied hard n you deserve it. Espically my dear girlfriends Mai and Nad, just so you know, I miss n love you guys alot.And others also. Thanks for making 308 and 408 such a happy and bright place with your silly actions and jokes. Ill miss the fun we had.
We wont be together no more, so I wish that Allah give you guidance to be where you wanna be. The memories we had will always be in my heart.
Speaking of my sec sch life, I never expected that it would all be like this. Wanna noe why? Because my primary school life wasnt exactly the best I had. EVSS was a place where I made new memories and discoveries. Im proud to say that sec sch times was the best Ive had in my life so far.
Do I sound emo? Cuz I feeling kinda emo till Im like practically tearing.I guessed it has touched me in a whole lotta ways. its kinda hard to stop flowing tears you know.
K back to my game=)