Fi Hagat. Tet hass, w matet' alsh. Win geet at liubha ana mayin fash. Okay Haha step arabic, but I donno like whats the meaning. Its currently one of my fav songs by Nancy. Really beautiful song :) Ok apart from that, hellow blog, i have appeared after long, funny thing was i thought i posted in june as well and before may but i donno where it went. Bole MIA sey. Hehe. Just suddenly decided to blogg. Like out of the blue. And ironically i just realized my font colour is blue! HAHAHA. okay.
Anyways last week my fren made my spaghetti gohhreng! Lol macam so ala tayangg he mintak the recipe then i explain the steps and ingredients he actlly buat. and say SEDAP. wah kembang ar nisa. LOL. No la. Very surprised. He did say he wanted to make it but didnt expect it to be tht fast. Alhamdulillah it worked out for him heh :) Alamak, cnnot put pic here la. My com is superrr slow like nobodys business. Jeng3. nvm then lah.
Was in sg frm wed to sun. WOhooo. Best pe. Haha. Enjoyed going out with friends. Despite some despair and drama. Settel!!! Haha. And no. Aint gonna elaborate coz Im seriously lazy to layout everything in detail like normal but nt for this moment. Heh.
Sometimes I wonder what direction my life's gonna take. It just seems so uncertain at the moment that I cant put my finger on it, let alone plan my endeavors, but I have to make the best of what I have. Allah put us on this dunya for a reason, and Im gonna find mine. Not forgetting akhirah first and foremost. But I am thankful for the events that happen over the course of my adolescence, as I felt it made me look at life from a different perspective, I think much more further into the future, and I felt it has upgraded my maturity level, alhamdulillah. Despite the fact that there were so much discrepancies in myself, So many emotions and thoughts running through my head, I would think that I was worrying myself over petty things, bt yet again, I was young. Reading back some old entries, I just shaking my head at myself, over all the teen angst, and hatred I was withholding within. I realized that I didn't know life yet, I did not think frm an Islamic perspective as how I am know looking at everything in my life. Sometimes even laughing, no doubt, I was really a kid. Sometimes I just wonder what will happen tomoro, 5 years, 10 yrs, where am I, what have I accomplished, and most importantly, what kind of muslim I am.
Inshallah I wanna start working again, after Ramadhan tht is, I will have to see how. The uncertainty of life, is always there, and will never go away,but it is fact that your trust in Allah, in which He will make it in a way that the uncertainty goes away, of course, and places the best course of action in your life, inshallah.
KAY IM SHLEEPY.
Enufff typing. Lala land it is laa nisaaaaaaaaaaaaa oiiiiii.
At this pace, Im never gonna get rid of my eyebags ==
Just one last listen to my current fav song - Biar Sampai ke Bintang!! Love the song since it came out in Suri. In love wit zee song :)
Lights out!
