london tears is falling down, falling down. London tears is falling down, my fair lady. Just feeling abit down right now. nvr knew tht just one thing cn make u tear hor.  May Allah forgive my sins, and grant me barakah, rahmah, patience, cleanse my ruh, cleanse my heart, my thoughts, from everything murky and duniawi, so that I may get His keRedhaan in life. Cobaan btul ramadhan ni..full of tears, of heavy hearts, full of itchin!! So hard for me to solat with a khusyuk heart lately..What more with itching a scratching every 5 mins. It all started on Sat. When im about to slp suddenly it arms got so itchy and finally like after half an hour of scratching alhamdulillah it died down, i need to wake up for sahur!! Its been itching like crazy every day and it gets worse in the night.. it makes my skin all red and come up with these white little bumps that itch and itchy like crazy.. but when its nt itchy it goes away how nice...i think it the wrigleys chewing gum tht did this! Ive been eating it consistently every day and my itching just seems to get worse, so i didnt eat it yest and it went down! Alhamdulillah, so now I know its the gum! Im allergic to chewing gum, seriously! =.= so sad seyy. At least ill be spared from clenching my fists and biting my lips to fight the urge to scratch during terawih, mane tak batal la if i keep on scratching. Still scratching but abit2 only, nt my whole badan like the days before this. Lega skit.

My niece gon bck already ala so sad bt i managed to record vids of her hehehe jeng3. :)  Miss her and her 'anyaks' already hehehe even though she is superrrrr naughty mashallah like nobodys business ya allah!! But I miss her already my tayang2 khadijah :)

Omg i nearly lost this post adoiiii haha nasib it save!! :) Alhamdulilllah yayyy.

K peeps. Time to sleep. Muhasabah diri. And seriously the teardrops should be for repentance towards Allah, nt because of othr things. zzzzzzzz.

May Allah bless all =) LEts PUASAAAAA!!!!