Every single day without fail,
A tiny nudge in the stomach will be felt,
Making reality that having a baby is coming sooner than ever,
To start having what ifs is out of the question now,
As these tiny kicks and nudges will be born into the world soon enough.

I smile as I see my pregnant figure in the mirror,
Excited yet nervous, about the child who is about to come.
My son, my very own son, that I will have to raise as beautifully as I can,
Makes me doubt if I can do so and be a mom.

My husband is away due to work most of the time,
And I cant help but bear terrible aches in my heart due to being apart.
Although I know he is doing his best for us,
I wish it didnt involve having him away from me.
My baby is my only company for now,
His movements delightful to my heart.

I have 16 weeks left to go,
Till InshaAllah I meet the one who has been happily growing inside of my womb by Allahs grace.
Looking for work part time whilst being a foreigner is hard,
Makes me wanna go back to my old workplace and start.
If I can at least earn something on my part,
And not burden my dear husbands shoulders with my wants.

I prefer to be independent and self-motivated when it comes to me,
It makes life easier for me you see.
I pray for Allahs guidance in this short life,
For his Redha is of utmost importance to us.
I hope everything will go smoothly,
And that my son will be a better human being than I was.

Next gynae appt ade MGTT test =.=...hopefully i dont have gestational diabetes. AMIN!!