Hey blog. I havent visited you in awhile. Its been so long.
Fast forward its 2018.
How time flies ya rabb. A year older a year wiser ya Allah. Reflecting on my marriage, on my sins, what ive done with my life, how my life is now, the times ive wasted and the good and bad times that has gone by like the wind.
Looking back and reading all my old posts, just wow. Carefreenye saya dulu. Tak payah fikir pasal suami pasal anak, tk payah nk pening nk buat breakfast apa, tk payah nk fikir basuh baju n what not, dulu just fikir pkai baju apa pergi keje, balik keje settle what to pay and going home weekend to parents. this marriage thing is tough man, so is being a wife, being a mom, and so on. Plus i still see many of my old classmates studying abroad, jetsetting here and there n obviously not married, kadang terdetik dalam hati bestnye dorang tkyah fikir sgt pasal mcm2.
True enough my friend said nak jadi mak mmg bukan senang, damn she ws so right, Bt nobody tells you how hard being a wife can be, if yr husband is jenis sekepale mcm u tkpe, tk kisah masak ke tak tk kisah ini itu tpy kalau mcm mine, maunye stress.
Plus my kid is now 2 and a half n still breastfeeding, haiz, sometimes i wish it was as easy as other ppls kids to wean off, huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. but for umar is so hard, i tink i can hardly feel my boobs now. SIGH.
Banyak sgt ku pikir main di otak, skrg cincin pulak hilang la hai, stresssnyeeeeee.
ok la kene cut short nk mandikan bdak halus. chao
